I have the great ability to “not give a fuck” about anything in life … yeah it’s strange … but I really don’t give a fuck about almost everything … nothing really bothers me, and since all the people I took for friends are NOT real friends, then I don’t care about people too …it’s not easy to be this way … but my life forced me into becoming like this …

However I do believe in the goodness of mankind and I always try to find/create ways for people to better themselves and be a better society (not that I’m perfect, I need to better myself too) I just like to help people, simple as that … but on MY TERMS. Recently I went overseas and asked these people how they overcame conflict with each other. I went to Vanuatu and they told me that back in the day, chiefs would sit down to discuss their issues and have a shell of kava. Honestly, i tried this, i was feeling very mellow and relaxed and you honestly just don't give a shit. As long as everyone is happy and everything is fair, life's good. So I reckon we all need to start bringing in teh kava and drinking it to solve all our conflicts. If not, just after a hard day's work to relax.